I have a hemorrahgic cyst of the right ovary.

What did rupture. There is blood 'n fluid in my abdomen. They cannot do anything about it. I have vicoden. I hurt a lot. I am going back to sleep.

In the past two weeks I have cleaned and rearranged my room, spent a solid six hours cleaning the kitchen, spent a much slower day cleaning the bathroom which, oh God ( Read more... )

This hasn't been a good week. I had a...terrible, terrible dream. Beyond the usual, even for me.

He just wouldn't stop coming.

No matter what I did.

It's been days and I still can't shake it.

It hasn't been a good week. I do not feel good.

I'll survive, because I must.

( John Donne said it best )